lost dairy chpt 343:

friends or family..
my sis everytime says that, i care for my friends more den i care for my family...
i cant deny it...it's true...

but recently...
i realise that i'm wrong...
totally wrong..
friends can betray you...
friends can act one side infront of u...and another side behind ur back...
bt family wun...

i know that i wrong..and wanted to change so badly...
trying very hard to change...
bt..it seems useless...
they didn't see anything...

that moment...
i really don't know why should i stay here...
that moment...
i really want to leave...
bt where can i go??
go to that "place" that i've thought for so long??
everything is so useless...

my life is such a failure...
the saddest part is that...
no matter how much you've helped others...
you cant find anyone there for you...
maybe it's my fault..
i cant really open my heart to everyone...
i'm seriously so lost right nw..
what i wanna do is just.....

lost dairy chpt 342:

haiz....
i totally have no mood for tomorrow's test...thu and fri's test...
totally have no interest..
recently have been seeing flo asking herself wad she's going to do after poly...
same qn stuck to my mind too...

somehow...
i find that i'm nt suitable in this course..
it may be fun in other ppl's view...
bt at least to me, i dun find it fun at all
learning things that are not interesting at all kills my brain cell..
tmr there's this PC networking quiz...
from the 1st week...i've nvr listen to wad the lecturer is talking abt...
nw..looking at the notes...
i know i'm wrong..
i should have listen...=(

reading through my friends blog...
seems like everyone have their own trouble yea??
haha...
mainly because of studies???
haha....

oh ya...
yesterday went out to with grace to celebrate my birthday...
haha...
it's fun..
going round the duno wad hill...
haha....
went to the duno wad hill to eat ben's and jerry ice cream...
haha...
yummy!!!
before that we still went to eat mahattan fish market...
haha...
so sinful!!!eat too much...
and the HEARTLESS lct...
nw i wherever i see curry...
it reminds me of him...
curry more impt than me...HAHA...
you gd!!!
haha...anyway...going to meet up with matt tmr..
and...i guess i'll be late!!!
bt who cares??
he's always late...
and i'm always the one who waits for him...
so..i dun care..
must have my revenge before he go NS...
haha
lalalalalalalalalalal

i dun wanna study PCN~~~~

和你一起走过最不快乐的时光的人，才是真正的朋友，。
不管他有多讨人厌！
你还是会和他做永远的朋友。。＝）
最好的例子？
matthew tong...haha...
虽然有时很讨人厌，但，永远会是我的朋友。。。
亲爱的朋友们，我爱你！
但，我也学到， 那些没有真心和你交朋友的人。。
不要把他们看的太重！
不值得！

lost dairy chpt 341:

i'm so depressed nw!!!
shit...
i'm so hate moving house so much!!!
freak...

and...i'm sorry to misunderstand u...
u're not blind at all...
bt wad's e point of doing all these nw??
haiz...e only thing tt i'm right is...
i dun understand u tt much as i though i am...
and, you dun understand me tt well too...
it's useless...
please dun do anything to disturb my life..

lost dairy chpt 340:

hehe=D
finally 18...
like wad hjw say...
i can do alot of things...haha!

of course i must thanks all those who wish me happy birthday...
THANKS=))
most of all...
of course is my sis la...1st one to wish me...
haha...den still pull my hair...-_-

den..i didn't expect nelson to wish me so 'early'..which is like midnight like tt...
haha...cause his birthday i didn't wish him tt early...
thanks you...haha...shall meet up to eat again...

and....CINDY!!!
haha...although she didn't called me...cause she fell asleep while waiting...haha...
bt she still manage to msg me...haha...LOVE YOU!!!

haha..
so funny...
today the most unexpected wish is from khairul...
haha...
he give me that 'innocent' look...den ask me today my birthday isit?
haha....den i was stunt...den i say ya...
den he smile and wish me happy birthday...HAHA....
so funny...bt i appreciate it...haha..

and lastly...fiona...
thanks for helping me to tell everyone that today is my birthday...
make me so ps...
haha...bt i know she's hao xin...
i appreciate it also...haha...

sick and tests...cant go out and celebrate...
18th birthday is nt fun at all...haha...
study study...
study till i die..haha..
must get well soon...cause fri going out...=D

like wad i expected...
although is expected,
although 'i' don't hope anything...
but some part of me...wanted so badly...
and maybe that's e reason for me being disappointed...
you know the feeling??
hoping that u'll be there bt u never were....
knowing that u know everything...
yet, u did nt make any effort to do anything...
i've known u for like 5yrs...and nth have change...
sometimes, i regretted knowing you...
i duno how to explain the feeling..
today, i've been asking myself the same question over and over again...
and maybe..i just don't seem to understand you that well...
can you don't understand me at all...
somehow..i think that...e decision i've made..
maybe right...
staying far away from you...maybe right too...
i just hope that..in the future...i dun have to see u again...
at least nt nw...i don't want to regret saying all these again...

lost dairy chpt 389:

phew..
today's test..still okay~..
bt my temper...hmmm...
not that gd~...

haha...why??
wad can i say??
last time i still can tolerate all the stupid face and irritating comments...
bt...today..i really feel like slapping him...
dun like me??i dun care...i also dun like you...BLEH!!!!
haha...sounds childish...
bt den...tt's wad my OS when i'm walking out of blk23 with gina...
haha...
wondering who's tt stupid guy that make me angry??
DUN TELL U...BLEH=P

haha...omg...
i'm also very childish today...
haha...
florence can prove it...
cause today keep on di siao her...haha..

i have been wondering the same question for the past few months...
to me, at least is still long...there's still hope...
i still can dream abt it...
bt, this few weeks...i realise that...
nothing have change at all...
all the hopes are just lies...
all the dream that i dream about is just wishful thinking..

haha...so funny...
i told people not to lose faith and hope...
nw...i blogging abt me losing my faith...
or maybe it's because this 'faith' dosen't really exist in my life...
ok...at least not between us...
is not like having faith and hope...
u'll know wad i'm thinking...
ok...u used to know...
bt nt nw..

whatever is the only word inside my brain...
ATE test tmr??whatever~
PCN test next week??WHATEVER~
MMP test next week??W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R!

i dun really want to care anything nw...
oh....or maybe u dun like me because u think tt i'm very...
hmmm....wad's the word??
K-P-O?!
W-H-A-T-E-V-ER!!!!!!

ok...today is really nt a gd day to me...AT ALL...
maybe to some body else too...
DALALALALA...
BLEH!

counting down to.....58days...=)
at least there's something gd that i know will happen..

maybe it's time to really forget the past..and try to accept ppl that u cant accept...

lost dairy chpt 388:

haha..i on mc today again...
haha...
sick sick sick...
haiz...
so suai...
there's test tmr and i'm blogging nw...
hahaha
seriously...
when you're sick..
u seriously duno how to make yourself to study...
you just want to sleep...
S-L-E-E-P...

i'm so hungry nw....=[
i want to drink cold drinks!!!
i want eat fried food!!!
i want eat tidbits!!!!
=[

hungry hungry hungry....
that's the only thing i can think of nw...
have no mood to think EM3A or ATE...

so many things happen...
but cant rmb anything...
and duno how to start writing...
haiz...
once again...
i'm brain dead again...

lost dairy chpt 387:

now having POM...super boring....
haha..so long nvr post pic le...
let me introduce you guys...
AVT STUDIO!!!!!

haha...this is where we recored our MMP project(music and music production)
cool right~?

let's have a tour...haha


the control room....

the mixing board...

the recording room...

gina is inside the recording room...

haha...gina kiss me...i shy...LOL...

omg...she beat me..=(haha...

gina~no violence in studio...haha...

haha..."scary" and the blue "ghost" at the back is yamuna...
playing with the drum set...

oh ya oh ya..
the coolest part of this studio is that we gt thumb print access...
which means, other den AVT students that have their thumb print saved in the system,
no one can get in!!!!HAHA...

lost dairy chpt 386:

i'm getting better...
wed didn't go to school...
stayed at home to rest...
haha..

the story goes like this:

wed when i reach home...i'm having fever..
but next day i'm ok...so, i decided to go to school...
cause i need to meet my IS grp mate to discuss project...

thu started to cough and one of my grp mate late for 1 hr!!!
make me angry...

den fri i cont to go to school even though i'm still not feeling well...
why??because need to meet mr lau to update him about the photo exhitbition thing

sat, i finally lost my voice...haha..
there's piano lesson, so wake up early without any good rest and went for lesson...

sun, stayed up late do compile my POM report cause my grp mate send me his part at 1.30...

mon, i went to school again...haha..with no voice...
gt test, need to submit report, need to take individual photos....

tue, i still went to school...haha...
cause thanks to the em3a teacher run like bullet train..very diff to catch up...
i cant effort to miss 2hr lect...
after school...FINALLY went to see doc...
haha..and guess wad??
when my doc see my throat
she immediately ask my parents why so late den bring me see her..
haha...she say my throat is super red...

so...i took 2 day mc to rest at home..bt...i only rest for 1 day..=p
cause thu gt MMP...is a MUST go subject...
haha...den marcus is so damn funny...
we ask him to wear the headphone in the studio so that he hear us...
he went to take the headphone beside him...
BUT!!!there's a headphone around his neck already...HAHA!!!!
den when he realise about why we're laughing at him...
his face is so priceless...HAHA!!!
anyway...our MMP batch is so funny...haha..right??

HAHA!!!
and the FUNNY part is here...
after e 4hr MMP lesson, we went for our break...
outside is rainning heavily...
and when we reach atrium, the drain is splashing out water...
den my slippers float at the "drain" water...i quickly go back and take it..haha..
den the whole atrium is flood with water..
even campus deli is filled with water...
den e aunty still say "aiyo...really flood sia..."
gina and i was queeing to buy lunch box...
den a DEAD dragonfly float into campus deli...
OMG!!!
haha...
den, rice is sold out...so i skip my lunch...
while waiting for wardah to buy her food...
gina, fiona and me is taking pics and video...
HAHA!!!den every1 is playing with the water...
den jiesheng came...
HAHA!!!!!!
he told us when he gt down the bus, his slippers slip out...
den there goes his newly bought slippers...
flowing down the slope outside school with the water flow...
HAHA!!!!

whao...yesterday is so funny...LOL..

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